14885.) I know I dont know much about love, but there’s a person that is better than that.
I love him. He is mine and I am his. We are perfect (no kidding). But I am so afraid of losing this because I want this to last FOREVER<3
je t'aime.
love makes my world go 'round.
You
make me crazy. constantly not knowing whats on your mind. or what your thinking drives me insane i need answers. i need you to tell me whats going on. i need someone who will be there for me when i need them or when they need me. i’m here for you 24 hours a day. 7 days a week. but apparently thats too much for you. i’m sorry that your going through this but sadly the whole world does not revolve around you. you might think that i feel it revolves around me. but i think of others before making a decision. you, on the other hand, don’t realize how much others are affected from your actions. you need to realize yes, i’m here for you but not as your toy. as your girlfriend. not as someone who will be beaten down every time you are in a bad mood. right now i don’t know what to think. other than i’m in a lot of pain and i love you.i don’t want this to end but i have a feeling you do. i understand you don’t like dealing with your problems but your being way to mean. this isn’t fair. you have all the power. we are not equal.
and we never will be.
gotta love only getting shit on formspring.
its sad how people only use formspring to talk shit.
if you have something nice to say
http://www.formspring.me/kellyybaby
Even though you put me through hell,
you are amazing. I cannot explain why i feel this way but no matter what you do i seem to love you more. You may call in obsession but i call it love. no matter how many times you dump me, i know you will come back because you love me too. But this time is different. and i wish it was not. I wish you could just see how much you mean to me so then we can be happy again. I deserve you and everything that comes with it. If you decide to say something mean, i deserved it. Even if you do not think so, i believe we are made for each other. Yes, we each have flaws and we each have strengths but we are like a puzzle. Our strengths and weaknesses fit together to make one big picture. You say things to me to make me feel like i can open up when after i do, you take it all away. I know you say its for real this time but i really want to believe it is not. You have the same dreams i do about growing up together, but were the ones that have to put that into reality. Every time i think about you my heart races, and i get butterflies. Still.Its been a whole year and i still get butterflies. that has to tell you something. Just, i wish you would read this before it is too late and realize your making a big mistake. Because yes, we are both tired. But no that does not mean give up. Your making a mistake. and i really hope you realize that and come back soon.
So much stress
Christmas is supposed to be happy and joyful and this year it’s not. All i hear around my house is that we have no money and everyone is fighting and nothing is happening like it should around the holidays. why can’t it be like when i was little and santa would bring me everything i wanted and was a happy holiday? I miss those times. A lot.
2009
( ) stayed single for the whole year
(x) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
(x) celebrated Halloween
(x) kissed in the rain
( ) had your heart broken
( ) broke someone else’s heart
( ) had a stalker
( ) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone
( ) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(x) have a relationship with someone you’ll never forget
(x) done something you’ve regretted
( ) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under a mistletoeOTHER
(x) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
(x) ran a mile
(x) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog
(x) listened to music you couldn’t stand
(x) went to a sleepover
( ) went camping
(x) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
( ) visited a foreign country
(x) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren’t
(x) partied to celebrate the new year
( ) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to youIn 2009 I…
(x) broke a promise
(x) lied
(x) went behind your parents back
( ) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
(x) slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
(x) forgot your new years resolution
(x) met someone who changed your life
( ) met one of your idols
( ) changed your outlook on life
(x) sat home all day doing nothing
(x) pretended to be sick
( ) left the country
( ) almost died
(x) given up something important to you
(x) lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
(x) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
(x) found out who your true friends were
(x) met great people
(x) stayed up til sunrise
(x) cried over the silliest thing
( ) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you
( ) had someone close to you die
(x) had a high cell phone bill
(x) spent most of your money on food
( ) had a fist fight
(x) went to the beach with your best friend
( ) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time
( ) became closer with a lot of people
